I have had the laziest, non productive day today. I cannot seem to get myself moving. Why you ask? I don't know! I have been trying to pep talk myself and get going all day. I even planned a girl's night here for Thursday. You would think that would be motivating, I have no kids here at the moment either, But nope not motivating. I slept in til 10, and then just laid in bed til 11. I got up, got dressed, and checked a few things online. I started in the kitchen, then came in and watched a movie. I really hate this feeling, and I am really trying to do stuff, I just keep finding excuses not too, and they are so damn convincing for some reason. So I am finishing this post and going to try once again to clean up in the kitchen, or anywhere for that matter.
Day 59... UGH
About Me
- Allison
- I was married to my high school sweet heart for 16 years when he never woke up one morning leaving me to care for our 4 wonderful children alone. In the time I have been widowed I have been blessed by friends and family and grown, but there is not a day that goes by I don't miss him with all my heart. I hope my thoughts offer some encouragement to others, even if it is simply seeing I have been pretty low and still continued on as best as I could. I try to be open and honest, and welcome your thoughts and comments.
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