Sad

So I have been really missing my computer because I love to just type. It makes me feel so much better. But the reason I am back online now and able to type is SOOO not worth it. I lost my best friend and love of my life Friday. Because of this my great family and friends are not letting me be alone and they are taking me to their homes... with computers and internet.

I miss him sooo much and I know I will have the support needed to get through this, but will I be strong enough for my children? With the loss of my mother I learned I was stronger than I thought... but I also learned it was because I had Kris for support, and I needed to learn to lean on him then. I guess I now need to learn to lean on others too.

Day 78... strong?