So my goal with having the kids gone was to get our house cleaned and set up for them to come home with a clean house ready to go... but it has turned into a quiet place for me to break down and grieve without the kids seeing me freak out... and getting all my frustration out.... but not a lot of cleaning going on... so tomorrow morning (I realize technically it is tomorrow) I am going to work on getting through this messy house, ready to tackle the holidays with a brave face and a clean house... wish me lots of luck... and if anyone out there is bored feel free to come help with the cleaning...
Day 83... project clean house
About Me
- Allison
- I was married to my high school sweet heart for 16 years when he never woke up one morning leaving me to care for our 4 wonderful children alone. In the time I have been widowed I have been blessed by friends and family and grown, but there is not a day that goes by I don't miss him with all my heart. I hope my thoughts offer some encouragement to others, even if it is simply seeing I have been pretty low and still continued on as best as I could. I try to be open and honest, and welcome your thoughts and comments.
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